Taking on the task of writing five blog posts sounds pretty easy but then I tried coming up with topics...So I'm just going to take it one post at a time.
Being undecided is one of the most frustrating things. Not only do you feel completely lost in life, you constantly get asked to make a decision. In passing conversation when you say you attend UT the first question asked is, "Oh what are you studying?" then you solemnly reply that you're undecided. Everyone says take your time, you can change your mind, or that you don't have to rush. Then the pressure to pick something sets in and you do feel rushed and you just want to pick something as soon as possible. I am in a career class right now, it is meant to help you decide on what direction to go in, but right now I am left feeling even more confused. While others are scheduling classes for future careers I am left to take general classes in hopes that they will meet whatever requirements that my major holds.
After countless career tests with various results I still feel so much pressure to pick something. I don’t want to end up regretting it and having to pick something completely different. My biggest fear is that I end up changing my mind and everything I have been working on doesn’t count towards what I want to do. Hopefully that doesn’t happen, fingers crossed. It’s hard to just wait and not declare something, I constantly feel like my life is in disarray (when it’s really not) all because I don’t have a major. I am the type of person who likes to plan out their future and without a career picked it’s really hard to plan around nothing. I wish that things were easier and I could wave a magical wand and my life would just be perfect! Unfortunately I have to rely on myself to just make the right decisions for my future.
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